told me not to worry

when you get these feelings next time, next time oh, be sure you're gonna tear someone apart

2007-06-29T19:40:08Z

all last summer in case you don't recall
i was yours and you were mine forget it all
all the lines you wrote to me were lies
the months roll past the love that you struck dead
did you love me only in my head?
the love i thought i'd won you give for free
you're famous now and there's no doubt
they know your name and know what you're about

flashpapr @ 2007-06-13T15:54:00

2007-06-13T19:54:49Z

she could never say the flat out she don't want me 'cause i could never say that half way ain't enough.

flashpapr @ 2007-06-11T01:34:00

2007-06-11T05:34:03Z

Maybe you're tired and broken your tongue is twisted with words half spoken and thoughts unclear, what do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through?, a box of rain will ease the pain and love will see you through.

Don't Flatten Yrself.

2007-06-08T04:05:59Z

Dear,

I know in the past I've caused you pain and I'm sorry. And I'll always be sorry 'till the day I die. And I hate this pen I'm holding because I should be holding you. I hate this paper under my hand because it isn't you. I even hate this letter because it's not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is so much more than a letter can even say. If you want to hate me, go ahead. If you want to burn this letter, do it. You could burn the whole world down; you could tell me to go to hell. I'd go, if you wanted me to. And I'd send you a letter from there.

Sincerely,

flashpapr @ 2007-05-31T15:05:00

2007-05-31T19:06:04Z

I know perfectly well
I'm not where I should be
I've been very aware
You've been patient with me

Every time we break up
You bring back your love to me
And after all I've done to you
How can it be

You still believe in me

I try hard to be more
What you want me to be
But I can't help how I act
When you're not here with me

I try hard to be strong
But sometimes I fail myself
And after all I've promised you
So faithfully

You still believe in me

flashpapr @ 2007-05-28T04:05:00

2007-05-28T08:05:18Z

and oh, even though you're lovely your world is ugly, so come back no more, for all that you have to offer is not enough to ruin my life for. you're a very lovely woman, but i think i better turn you down this time 'cause you've used all of your charms on me and i kinda miss the things i left behind: a girl who loves me and is thinking of me, but you're a very lovely woman.

...embarrassed to admit i ever knew you...

2007-05-27T23:41:51Z

ill sum it for you... he is obviously socially inept, and has a lot of trouble getting women, because he's awkward and overly insecure and retarded,
therefore he sees you as his opposite...the unattainable slickness he can never be, so instead of trying to improve himself he attacks people he is envious of in attempt of
'eliminating the competition'. he is ugly and socially inept, he can't see it in himself to act like a better person, so instead of being a better person he tries to make the rest of the
people in his life worse people...ie. drag them down to his level.

flashpapr @ 2007-05-26T03:03:00

2007-05-26T07:03:42Z

I showed my heart to the doctor: he said I just have to quit.
Then he wrote himself a prescription,
and your name was mentioned in it!
Then he locked himself in a library shelf
with the details of our honeymoon,
and I hear from the nurse that he's gotten much worse
and his practice is all in a ruin.

flashpapr @ 2007-05-25T19:23:00

2007-05-25T23:23:37Z

i have promised myself i wouldn't dream of you
but i find that awful hard sometimes to do
i have promised myself i wouldn't think of you
but i find that just as hard you know it's true
because when i'm alone i can't stop myself from thinking
i can't stop myself from breaking promises i've made to myself

built a picture yesterday

2007-05-22T07:01:21Z

you have time for me again
but you flatten me instead
try to hear the things you said
feel like i almost had it
but i don't have it at all
and i'm sweating trying to stall
till i think i heard a call
but you're just laughing on
on
on
on

flashpapr @ 2007-05-15T21:02:00

2007-05-16T01:03:02Z

You got a lotta nerve.

All I have to say is... "WHAT HAPPENED TO THE CORVETTE?!!"

2007-05-12T22:17:04Z

DAY #1:
As I have to wait two weeks before I can attend the seminar in Calgary and take over the office,
I have been made... LANDSCAPER!
That's right. I spent 10 hours today in the sun up to my knees in dirt, digging, raking,
cutting, mowing, hedging, and lifting mammoth rocks.
Even my TOES were caked in a healthy coating of dirt when I got home.
I can honestly say I have never worked such a grueling day of manual labour in my life.
By the end of these two weeks I will most likely by very buff... and mexican.
My whole body is in immense pain.
The pay is phenomenal.
....All my life lacks now is a wife whom i can bring the bacon home to.

Now for some memories, since we all know how much I love those...

Have you considered investing in real estate?

2007-05-11T17:07:17Z

As of today I'm the newest addition to the Next-Real Estate Investments company.
First... I will...
Read read read!
bonds
joint venture partnerships
bridge financing
self-directed investments
& mortgages
Then... I will...
in two weeks from today fly to Calgary.
All expenses paid, Hotels, Investment agents & a seminar.
Finally...
MONEY + ME = FOREVER!

flashpapr @ 2007-05-07T16:25:00

2007-05-07T20:25:46Z

if all this love is real, how will we know?
and if i'm only scared of losing it, how will it last?
if i'm a stranger now to you, i will always be
stronger now then me, stronger then you
our love will always be and if we let it go
i will try to be there for you
if can, but what if i can't?

she reached down and placed a string of lights around this heart of mine

2007-05-06T01:08:37Z

if you need someone
to make you
happy when you're sad
i'l try to

if you need someone
to tell you
everything
is gonna be all right
i can do that

if you need someone
to make you
feel safer than safe
I'll try to

if you need someone
to comfort you
when tears fall down your face
i'll do what i can

of never seeing you again
i am scared to death

fashions and fundamental things

2007-05-03T08:11:39Z

i wear her dreams like a badge
pinned upon the wrong uniform
like a lost detective so bright and brave
with the mysteries i want to solve
and the mysteries that i want to save

desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind:

2007-05-01T07:41:06Z

my love and i, we work well together

the lies we tell, they only serve to fool ourselves
when love breaks down
the things you do to stop the truth from hurting you

my love and i, we are boxing clever

you won't make it any better
you might well make it worse
i advise you to forget her

join the wrecks who leave their hearts for easy sex