when you get these feelings next time, next time oh, be sure you're gonna tear someone apart [29 Jun 2007|03:39pm] all last summer in case you don't recall i was yours and you were mine forget it all all the lines you wrote to me were lies the months roll past the love that you struck dead did you love me only in my head? the love i thought i'd won you give for free you're famous now and there's no doubt they know your name and know what you're about

[13 Jun 2007|03:54pm] she could never say the flat out she don't want me 'cause i could never say that half way ain't enough.

[11 Jun 2007|01:34am] Maybe you're tired and broken your tongue is twisted with words half spoken and thoughts unclear, what do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through?, a box of rain will ease the pain and love will see you through.

Don't Flatten Yrself. [08 Jun 2007|12:05am] [ music | Moz ] Dear, I know in the past I've caused you pain and I'm sorry. And I'll always be sorry 'till the day I die. And I hate this pen I'm holding because I should be holding you. I hate this paper under my hand because it isn't you. I even hate this letter because it's not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is so much more than a letter can even say. If you want to hate me, go ahead. If you want to burn this letter, do it. You could burn the whole world down; you could tell me to go to hell. I'd go, if you wanted me to. And I'd send you a letter from there. Sincerely,

[31 May 2007|03:05pm] I know perfectly well I'm not where I should be I've been very aware You've been patient with me Every time we break up You bring back your love to me And after all I've done to you How can it be You still believe in me I try hard to be more What you want me to be But I can't help how I act When you're not here with me I try hard to be strong But sometimes I fail myself And after all I've promised you So faithfully You still believe in me

[28 May 2007|04:05am] and oh, even though you're lovely your world is ugly, so come back no more, for all that you have to offer is not enough to ruin my life for. you're a very lovely woman, but i think i better turn you down this time 'cause you've used all of your charms on me and i kinda miss the things i left behind: a girl who loves me and is thinking of me, but you're a very lovely woman.

...embarrassed to admit i ever knew you... [27 May 2007|07:41pm] ill sum it for you... he is obviously socially inept, and has a lot of trouble getting women, because he's awkward and overly insecure and retarded, therefore he sees you as his opposite...the unattainable slickness he can never be, so instead of trying to improve himself he attacks people he is envious of in attempt of 'eliminating the competition'. he is ugly and socially inept, he can't see it in himself to act like a better person, so instead of being a better person he tries to make the rest of the people in his life worse people...ie. drag them down to his level.

[26 May 2007|03:03am] I showed my heart to the doctor: he said I just have to quit. Then he wrote himself a prescription, and your name was mentioned in it! Then he locked himself in a library shelf with the details of our honeymoon, and I hear from the nurse that he's gotten much worse and his practice is all in a ruin.

[25 May 2007|07:23pm] i have promised myself i wouldn't dream of you but i find that awful hard sometimes to do i have promised myself i wouldn't think of you but i find that just as hard you know it's true because when i'm alone i can't stop myself from thinking i can't stop myself from breaking promises i've made to myself

built a picture yesterday [22 May 2007|03:01am] you have time for me again but you flatten me instead try to hear the things you said feel like i almost had it but i don't have it at all and i'm sweating trying to stall till i think i heard a call but you're just laughing on on on on

[15 May 2007|09:02pm] [ mood | overworked & hungover. ] [ music | kinks ] You got a lotta nerve.

All I have to say is... "WHAT HAPPENED TO THE CORVETTE?!!" [12 May 2007|06:16pm] [ mood | hungry man? ] [ music | Emitt Rhodes ] DAY #1: As I have to wait two weeks before I can attend the seminar in Calgary and take over the office, I have been made... LANDSCAPER! That's right. I spent 10 hours today in the sun up to my knees in dirt, digging, raking, cutting, mowing, hedging, and lifting mammoth rocks. Even my TOES were caked in a healthy coating of dirt when I got home. I can honestly say I have never worked such a grueling day of manual labour in my life. By the end of these two weeks I will most likely by very buff... and mexican. My whole body is in immense pain. The pay is phenomenal. ....All my life lacks now is a wife whom i can bring the bacon home to. Now for some memories, since we all know how much I love those...

Have you considered investing in real estate? [11 May 2007|01:07pm] [ mood | Overwhelmed. ] [ music | Left Banke ] As of today I'm the newest addition to the Next-Real Estate Investments company. First... I will... Read read read! bonds joint venture partnerships bridge financing self-directed investments & mortgages Then... I will... in two weeks from today fly to Calgary. All expenses paid, Hotels, Investment agents & a seminar. Finally... MONEY + ME = FOREVER!

[07 May 2007|04:25pm] [ mood | new elliott tomorrow!! ] if all this love is real, how will we know? and if i'm only scared of losing it, how will it last? if i'm a stranger now to you, i will always be stronger now then me, stronger then you our love will always be and if we let it go i will try to be there for you if can, but what if i can't?

she reached down and placed a string of lights around this heart of mine [05 May 2007|09:08pm] [ mood | you you you/// ] if you need someone to make you happy when you're sad i'l try to if you need someone to tell you everything is gonna be all right i can do that if you need someone to make you feel safer than safe I'll try to if you need someone to comfort you when tears fall down your face i'll do what i can of never seeing you again i am scared to death

fashions and fundamental things [03 May 2007|04:11am] [ mood | absolute beginners again ] i wear her dreams like a badge pinned upon the wrong uniform like a lost detective so bright and brave with the mysteries i want to solve and the mysteries that i want to save

desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind: [01 May 2007|03:41am] [ mood | blueberry pies ] [ music | PAINT THE TOWN! PAINT THE TOWN! ] my love and i, we work well together the lies we tell, they only serve to fool ourselves when love breaks down the things you do to stop the truth from hurting you my love and i, we are boxing clever you won't make it any better you might well make it worse i advise you to forget her join the wrecks who leave their hearts for easy sex

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